Beyond Words

Your presence has sent me looking for words. Breathless yet fully complete. Surprised yet filled with peaceful joy. How indescribable yet so real !

My heart can only sing because it seems to have lost its faculty to describe. My eyes can only be transfixed while gazing longingly at you. No words ! No words will possibly be enough in order to fathom the substance of such great unconditional love !

I never knew that the God that theology and religion has so studied, explained and reflected will be this beautiful ! Right now there can be nothing I will ask God but that I may love more so that I can see God more. There will never be enough !

Go where, God ?

Another morning in just another day of my life. What's new? Going through the motion of things in the routinary events.

And in a moment's flash, I find myself engulfed by a powerful yet gentle longing for the Ultimate Meaning. Not even the tears that have filled my eyes could probably drown me from the intensely real presence of God.

O God . . . I go here and there ---- but that is not relevant. I age through the years and wander through periods and times ------ but that is irrelevant still. For one tender moment, I got seized up from my mortal miseries ---- and live some brief sparks of eternity.

I would have wanted more . . . I would have longed for much intensity just so to embalm this wounded heart. Just so to see more clearly ------but again ----- God fled ----just for me to pursue Him in this maddening race of my life.

There were no words. No rational explanation. None of the theoretical or scientific justification.
Only love.

........ and for just a brief instant, again, God.